So, I'm turning 40 in a couple of months and it's really playing on my mind. It's not the turning 40 that i have an issue with...I don't look it & I certainly don't feel it. It's just where my life is at the moment.
In my perfect world, by 40 I would've had a sexy husband I'd still be madly in love with. We would've had a few years just to ourselves before a couple of kids came along and we'd be living the dream....
Instead, I'm still single. I have no prospects of a husband & the idea of being a mum seems to be slipping further and further out of reach...
I've tried the Internet dating thing but I'm still not sure about it. I've got a few friends who have met their husbands/wives from there and have a whole bunch more who have been doing it for years. Today i had a bored moment and signed up to give it another go but I'm not holding my breath on meeting anyone, or even staying on there long enough to meet anyone....i tend to get the shits with it after a day or so and delete my profile!!! I guess my problem with it is multiple dating. I find that people are chatting with and dating multiple people all at once which makes you not invest the time into a person you would normally; and makes them keep searching/thinking there is greener grass to be got...
I'll give it a go and see what happens i suppose....
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